Monday, July 8, 2013

Four years ago today...


I like to walk in the rain
So that nobody can see my tears
-Charlie Chaplin

Today marks four years since Jessica left this earth…and I am still learning to live without her.   The memories of her life are with me every moment of every day as her love dwells deep within my heart.  And as much as I miss her, I do find that there are moments within my struggles when those glimpses of happiness are a little easier to welcome into my life.

Just recently the lyrics to “Smile”, composed by Charlie Chaplin, reappeared along my pathway - and my tears flowed freely as I carefully read each line.  The song, a personal “God wink” if you will, has now given those glances permission to breathe.

So to honor Jessica on this day I would like to share those same words of encouragement with you because I believe that Jessica, who had the most beautiful, shining smile throughout her entire journey, would be telling us all “You’ll find that life is still worthwhile...”

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Goodnight Miss Jessica.
I love you. Always.

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